moon light chaser

Living in Myanmar is good for nothing for me. People say I'm not so active here, slow and lazy. I remember the point not to criticize myself too harsh. But sometimes I received harsh criticism from my mother regarding about laziness. I'm bored. Bored to death sometimes. Another one thing is about me and my girlfriend's plans. She plans to come to Singapore in April with vacation leave. Then she will apply the long term visit pass and will stay with me. I don't know how to ask all these money, room deposit and school fees from my family. In addition to that now my girlfriend is asking me to make a wedding back in Myanmar if the application for the pass is successful. Or otherwise her side of family will not like the situation that we created. The problem is my family won't want to spend this amount of money on me. Just the traveling expenses is quite high.May be I'm thinking too much. I must break down the problems into a smaller size to see them as the small problems. I might need to revisit problem solving skills books to seek the solution.