moon light chaser

Now a lot of things happened to me again. My girlfriend's mom wants me to fix the date to marry her daughter. I have to attend to university again in Singapore. My girlfriend has a passport problem. So she have to wait for her passport. I don't know exactly when will I get graduated too. So I cannot fix the date to marry her as well. She told me to marry her in Yangon instead of Singapore. Sometimes there are things I can do and sometimes there are things out of reach. Something like what my girlfriend said "If the worst thing happened, I have to come back to Yangon after I graduate and work here in Yangon". I know it's not possible, but for the sake of being boyfriend and girlfriend I said "ok,I'll do it". I cannot take my time and relax here in Yangon since things are not giving me a chance to relax. Rather than they are pushing me to go further. But I won't break down again I know because I don't see them as stress or whatsoever. But anyway , I can feel the force inside me stronger and stronger day by day to survive and learn when I am in Yangon. Even though I don't need to work for a time being, I have to think and act for most of the time to live accordingly with people. My mom is a little bit panic these days. As she see me as a kid, she scold me sometimes. Sometimes she have things want me to do seriously and all that. Especially about the religious things. I used to a little bit impatient with religious customs. I believe in Buddha but I'm not that patient enough with the praying and religious customs. She think I'm not taking religion seriously. I know I won't be able to explain these things from my point of view. She accused me for not taking everything seriously. So I have to listen to this same old thing again and bear with it for a while.